So aside from me moving home (aka back to Hell) and away from all of my friends in DC, I’ve now lost my best friend from here. She’s moving to DC (ironically enough) to join all of the other friends I’m missing so much I can cry. I don’t know how it’s real, and I don’t know who I’m going to hang out with now. Saddest of days.
In spite of the pity I feel for myself, which is all out of self deprecation and the sheer loneliness of small town life, I’m more proud of her than words can say. She’s going off to take the risks I’m not brave enough to take, and to live an exciting life for both of us. And even though I hate her for leaving me here alone, I wish her every bit of luck I can and so many good wishes.
have you ever had a friend who is literally like your soul mate but like in a friendship way like you are so compatible and perfect for each other like if they were the opposite gender you would be soul mates idk